A Long Needed Confession of horrible mutiple stories


A Long Needed Confession of horrible mutiple stories

Even though im 17 ive never been able to keep a gf without hurting them emotionally most of the time subconsiouly trying to heal my soul Ive been touched/had sex/abusive about a total of 5 times in my life two by men i have a hard time being close to other guys I alreafy dont know because of what happened to me and to make matters worse ive been blamed for taking advantage of my sister because when i was little in missippi my cousin touched me and used me as a sexual toy i never had a virginity because i was taken from me long long ago and i cant even remeber it becuase my mind pushed it out and when i only had to push out one it was good now i have to always at all times keep it in and its stressful on my body my life is slowly falling away from me as the dreams become more vivid i feel like a monster the way my family shamed me for doing something at the age of 9 i thought was normal because at the age of 5 it was already programmed is their any way i can clear my mind of this guilt because i always pray and try to be religious but it doesnt help

Submitted November 09, 2018 at 06:51AM by tylrmcnl
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